Okkay! i m back! since like donoe when? a year? :D

just watch a video of facebook. So touch.

I've always wanted to do my own video! But too bad, no chance ><

start to think about future d, what am i goona be in the future? curious!

Just hope that life wont be so hard for me la :) <3

okkay! i`ve been day dreaming recently, about starting a mini cafe business in UUM .

But dream is jz a dream ! haha .. too costly .. its the seminar that tell us that we have ntg to lose when we start young.. erm, Kinda correct ? but i jz dont have the caurage ~ but nvm, we`ll see what happen in the future ^^

Recently, the relationship between petro gang had been better! i mean the boys gang and girl gang la ..

Had alot of fun time with them! :)

and Thanks my friend mum, i know her as QQmum for allowing us to overnight at her place,haha!

temporary stop here .. IM mid sem on Monday :)

Chaos!

its still holiday ~

and parents+bro came bac today , frm shanghai trip

they bought me a so call iphone 4G,haha! and a jacket ...

i just donoe why

i suddenly feel so moody

and emo ..

just sit at floor thinking ntg , quietly for a long time...

then click on facebook and saw a picture

and something suddenly pop up im my mind ..

``机会不是人人都有，也不是常常会有。``

strange rite ?

i also feel strange why its not me who get this opportunity !

haha, maybe its a kind of fate bah , this kind of life and career is just not mine.

oh

and about my x`mas apple plan,

it doesnt happen as wad i planned ...

they told me, OUT OF STOCK .. ==

and i just dont understand why they so dog eye har, maybe i reli look like sakai and damn poor man gut?

nvm, forgive you ...

and i just discovered that recently

i over rely on one kind of feeling ....

and the damn project always make my head big

why should i just suffer like this while the president did ntg and owe me a document for ages!!

fuckin crap..

therefore

i understand that, there are ntg fair in this world

shd save those money up and buy sumthing else

bye apple.

06/12/10

another 1 month since i am here .
but nvm , since it make no diff .

im posting because of a movie .
that make me feel touch very much , maybe this is wad people call , Emo.


its exam period now, never ending .
math test is comin in 3 days time .
and i just had my management paper this afternoon .
thinking of relaxing for one night , since my netbook cant dota , i copied a movie from zhongpoh .

not porn !
its a movie namely `my sassy girl` 我的野蛮女友
actually i heard this mv b4,long long time ago , just that the poster make me dont feel like watching it , because of the heroin pulling the hero`s hair ,haha .. i dont like voilence love mv :P

the show was realease on 2001 , and i only watch it now 2010 .
maybe its kind of fate ? accidentally appeard and accidentally let me wacth it .
after 9 yrs ..

idk y ?
few part of this movie touch scene make me feel like cryin
but, uhm , tear just nvr flow ,maybe i attempt to control it ba.
and , my roomate is sleepin , wad if he suddenly wake up and see me cryin,haha..

i feel like so into it
the hero was so pity , always get bully by heroin , but she still love her and treat her well .
and although the heroin is quite sassy , but some part make her look so sweet actually .

the part when she play piano for him
and he gave her rose.

they break for several times in this MV
they break and promise to meet each other under a tree and unveil their lattter after 2 yrs .
the girl left the country , while the guy try hard to be more perfect .
the girl choose to break bcoz of cant let go of her passed away bf .

and when it reach the last part which is they meet again , after 3 yrs looking for each other
my tears just cant stop from flowing out . cant control this time ...
lucky thing roomate slp vry thight ! ==


stupid feeling , my hearts just feel so uncomfort ,until now, haha ..


i seriously think that this is a good movie .
and i will share with my frens !


back to reality
i hav been praticing late sleep and early wake for the pass one week ,again!
5am everyday ...

and after watching this show
i suddenly feel that i really need to do something vry significant ,now
when i am young

because life is just full with uncertainty
and fragile ..

maybe i shoud just try harder ! :)
hav a nice day people .

i love you
my her,family and frens .

okkkayyy !!

finally i am bac frm haadyai , and im posting again ^^

1st of all , i need to mention here that Thailand Chick are real H.O.T !!

phewfit .. haha.

erm ..

although we are ther for 2days 1 night only ,but i think its a quite nice experience for us :)

i enjoy much ~

Xspecially the floating market ! LOVE it man !

bough a lot of stuff there , the one i like most is the RM17 jeans short ! shd buy more de actually ! haha ..

DAY 1

woke in 6am , had a shivvering bath ..

gather then went to hatyai ..

and pay RM2 to rasuah the kastam ! zzz .. jiak sai ..

1st location was the dragon tail , body and head ...

jiaksai la,damn boring and hot , waste of time ~

pek chek !

afternoon in 2 we went to build sand castle in samila beach ~

damn damn hot , sun burn again !!

but quite fun also lar ..

went to makan nearby seaside, and they say gt an ah kua always kap me ..

after that they keep suan me non stop liao ==

then we went to shop shop ard the street at the night time..

tried pork burger at mcD .. but it taste like `yuggkks` ! haha ..

and the sunday cone there is just RM0.7 only , amazing ! ^^

after that had another meal at a chinese shop , ate pork rice ! haha ..

the aunty is hainanese ~ talk a little bit with her .

actually quite many chinese de at there ~

bought quite many things for the 1st day ..

3 tee shirt for her ,foods,souvenier .. but ntg is for mr personally ..

haha!

night time! because i refuse to go watch `tiger show` the nvr go too ..

but heard the story line frm senior nex day ..

they paid rm35 get a free cup of drink and get to see thai make love for 10mins .. haha!

since we nvr go , we party at room ! =)

4 ladys join us later..

miss cheah , xuefen , leeyong, xiao qian ..

we talk ghost story !

and miss cheah let my story scare until run back room! haha .. beh yong ! xD

tat night , we bully fei zai hong ! haha ..

then .. slp~~~

Day 2

rushing day ~

went to shop at the mall

bought quite much also ..

3 Tees for me ! haha ..

take some foto the makan at the food court ..

those ladys went market

and i regreted y nvr follow

coz they reli bought a lot of stuff..

and did some stupid thing in LOTUS tesco ..

maybe nex time we shd nt follow trip and shd go by ourself d ..

btw !

its a nice trip =)

the speed is too slow to upload fotos !

so do check out frm my photo album at FB ^^

kfc ~

i look so happy wit the SB coffee ^^

shes cecelia~ frm jitsin de senior

us ! while waiting the frenly abang nordin,haha..

okay ~ becoz today is like kinda good day ! so i blog lah ^^

erm..

ok, i`ve been the project director of SIFE UUM d ..

its kinda stress , i mean vry stress lah..

but after ytd meeting i feel more relieve, coz can finally sound out my feelings d~

haha! although there are `chat hai zai` lar ..

but doesnt matter, coz i nvr aim to be the president, let u be loh,haha...

okay !

so today 1st time go out for research ..

about the details, eh hem, its a secret ..

if i reveale , i will get fired and sue ..

so just can say at 1st is vry not shun li lah , but after that gt better abit lo..

hope everything can run smoothly lah, in the future ^^

then,after research ..

we ask the driver,abang nordin to stop by us and dapao ~~

wuuhuuuuu !! gt starbuck leh ,sud let me see diok one !

reli unbelievable lo , so with out hesitating , i go get 1 cup 1st ...

maybe in the jungle too long ler.

see tiok starbuck, KFC , secret recepi ... vry exited nia

then take some picture with my members ~

after come bac

relax awhile

enjoy my meal with chou xing chi movie

then crap at facebook ! xD

haha ...

2sumting d now

vry tired

time to slp ...

and i get to noe alot of story today

eh hem..

tat kind one =X

==``

....

hope my project run smooothlyyyyy !

god bless me, i bless the needys !

peace !

i Tink i really got problem d ...
i donoe wad should i do !

i am so so stress ..
but i cnt run away from my obligation ...

i am so 烂 ！


hais ! i donoe whether i can stand for another 2 sems or not ...
i just wan to be free ...

stay in my 309 , watch stephen chows movie and dotA with frens..
i think better dont come back !!


ivan ar ivan
what r doing ?

T.T

i am bac

although i am extremly busy at this moment

but just feel like writing something so came here

maybe its becoz of there are only 15 of uss in this residential hall

us, the sem 1 boy like quite fren with each others

now, i dont see like theres any problem living with them ..

2/10

roy yam bday ~

we plan to go perlis celebrate with him one

but too bad kereta sewa all been rented d

so v change plan

wake him up at the midnite n celebrate with him!

haha

at the same time we also giv another surprice to ah hong

he was shock ,coz his bday pass already one..

hoho! and the nice part is playing with the cakes!!!

12 of us like run all over the dpp , chasing each other w

ith creams n cakes

smash each other ^^

fun and tiring nite , and make me hav to bath at 3am in the nite ! haha

ytd

5/10

ah tay went to singing com

as usaul we went to support and i became the camera man again

haha!

we like zo xiao all over the event

`` u give me HANA , i give u GAGA ``

this is our gear ~ xD and HANA is a pretty young lady frm indonesia which

appear to be the champ of the com

the tiring day cont with meeting of TITAS asgmt .

today

busying for sife stuff and make several presentation

tomorrow will be the same

sigh!

hope that i can overcome everything and sucessfully handle my post

and this is my sem2 time table ~

damn shit ! 8am lesson everyday ..

no, i am nt gonna do this ! haha ..

and the fucking lecturer kacaued me today

say wanna deduct 20marks frm my final and make me retake..

sorry , i won dye my hair back

i am old enuf to decide wad color my hair shd be

so u fucking bitch just poof away

iaham! siam...