it hav been 2 month d,nvr blog
even considering to abandone it once
actually hav many thing to post one,but lazy ?
or dun hav the mood to blog bah ?


tonite i feel sick again,i mean my mood
maybe is this few month see too much of sick n death le bah ?
sumtime will feel that living is actually suffering
maybe i`m kinda too -ve thinking too


i dont know wad i wan ?
even i know wad i wan,i hav no courage
to make it happen
becuz i gt feeling
becuz i m a sentimentalist?


i can just say, `get use to it bah`
hope my sickening -ve thinking will end in the nex morning
once i wake up

gd nite