its still holiday ~

and parents+bro came bac today , frm shanghai trip

they bought me a so call iphone 4G,haha! and a jacket ...

i just donoe why

i suddenly feel so moody

and emo ..

just sit at floor thinking ntg , quietly for a long time...

then click on facebook and saw a picture

and something suddenly pop up im my mind ..

``机会不是人人都有，也不是常常会有。``

strange rite ?

i also feel strange why its not me who get this opportunity !

haha, maybe its a kind of fate bah , this kind of life and career is just not mine.

oh

and about my x`mas apple plan,

it doesnt happen as wad i planned ...

they told me, OUT OF STOCK .. ==

and i just dont understand why they so dog eye har, maybe i reli look like sakai and damn poor man gut?

nvm, forgive you ...

and i just discovered that recently

i over rely on one kind of feeling ....

and the damn project always make my head big

why should i just suffer like this while the president did ntg and owe me a document for ages!!

fuckin crap..

therefore

i understand that, there are ntg fair in this world

shd save those money up and buy sumthing else

bye apple.

06/12/10

another 1 month since i am here .
but nvm , since it make no diff .

im posting because of a movie .
that make me feel touch very much , maybe this is wad people call , Emo.


its exam period now, never ending .
math test is comin in 3 days time .
and i just had my management paper this afternoon .
thinking of relaxing for one night , since my netbook cant dota , i copied a movie from zhongpoh .

not porn !
its a movie namely `my sassy girl` 我的野蛮女友
actually i heard this mv b4,long long time ago , just that the poster make me dont feel like watching it , because of the heroin pulling the hero`s hair ,haha .. i dont like voilence love mv :P

the show was realease on 2001 , and i only watch it now 2010 .
maybe its kind of fate ? accidentally appeard and accidentally let me wacth it .
after 9 yrs ..

idk y ?
few part of this movie touch scene make me feel like cryin
but, uhm , tear just nvr flow ,maybe i attempt to control it ba.
and , my roomate is sleepin , wad if he suddenly wake up and see me cryin,haha..

i feel like so into it
the hero was so pity , always get bully by heroin , but she still love her and treat her well .
and although the heroin is quite sassy , but some part make her look so sweet actually .

the part when she play piano for him
and he gave her rose.

they break for several times in this MV
they break and promise to meet each other under a tree and unveil their lattter after 2 yrs .
the girl left the country , while the guy try hard to be more perfect .
the girl choose to break bcoz of cant let go of her passed away bf .

and when it reach the last part which is they meet again , after 3 yrs looking for each other
my tears just cant stop from flowing out . cant control this time ...
lucky thing roomate slp vry thight ! ==


stupid feeling , my hearts just feel so uncomfort ,until now, haha ..


i seriously think that this is a good movie .
and i will share with my frens !


back to reality
i hav been praticing late sleep and early wake for the pass one week ,again!
5am everyday ...

and after watching this show
i suddenly feel that i really need to do something vry significant ,now
when i am young

because life is just full with uncertainty
and fragile ..

maybe i shoud just try harder ! :)
hav a nice day people .

i love you
my her,family and frens .